Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Name: _~Ming 2hu~_
Age: 21+
D.O.B: 12 Feb. 88
Horoscope: Aquarius
Zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Sales Assistant, Admin Assistant
Hobby: sleeping, hanging out with frenz, listening to music

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Monday, June 26, 2006
6:04 PM

today early morning cannot make meself awake.. so tired, 6 have to wake up.. its been 3 weeks since i have to wake up at 6am liao.. hai.. go to sch today got back papers.. now got 4 papers de result.. A, B, C and D each, so nice.. haiyo.. den when finish sch come hm, not very happy le.. saw funeral downstair my hse.. it was my aunt whu pass away yesterday night at 10pm.. haizz.. this fews day will be busy with funeral le ba.. if i need to attend.. haizz.. is this a present for my sch reopen?? now i just need u to be ard with me, even is just a short moment.. but u r just not there for me..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Sunday, June 25, 2006
9:41 PM

today is SUNDAY.. means tml start SCH le.. sian.. 2 weeks holiday ended?? so fast.. i cant believed it.. is sooo short la.. haven enjoy myself yet.. hai.. den lei, at this moment things start to happen, jus e day b4 sch start.. he come and tell me he still like me.. wat e.. i nearly go mad la.. rf also, cos is i cause him go mad too.. wahaha.. but dun need worry, cos i think i wont accept him de.. i dun have any feeling for him ba.. tats for sure.. sorrie wj.. now sch start le, must only concentrate on studies and cca,no other stuff is allow in my head.. no, cannot.. have to control.. even cant control also have to control!!!

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
9:19 PM

haiz.. today not a happy day for me.. morning go sch do project (why so many) den leave sch at 1.30.. is early la, cos i meeting my manager at 5pm?? in between nth to do so i go esplanade there look at sea.. tot wanted to figure out wat i was thinking but ended up nth came out.. cos i dunno wat actually am i thinking? got anybody know how to figure out wat am i thinking? (think i'm asking ghost) very fan, y must this happen? i hate my life, i hate my family, i hate everything including myself alot.. everything i do seems to be wrong de.. wth.. i tired of tat already..

den went to take a bus round e orchard den go back to suntex cos i wan to waste time den go eat my lunch since i haven eat anything yet.. den go to e boutique to find her, but she was out.. den i talk to other ppl lor, fun la, especially a gal there, wat i say she also laugh (entertain me ma) den when she came, start to talk inside a same room.. haizz. scary sia.. but she very good to me.. really, i think maybe i wont quit now ba, cos she keep encouraging me to try to work for my sales and nv scold me.. tks for being so kind to me.. after tat den i noe something, e gal hu chat with me is i intro her in de.. she noe me i dunno her, nv see her b4.. no wonder la.. kanna bluff by her le..

den went hm.. first thing is mother started nagging liao, 3 days without her nagging so good, now she is back, means nagging also back.. haizz, also scold me when i say biao jie finding da yi, cos u 2 say only go malaysia one day, den ended up 3 days, also nv called us and tell.. scold me for wat, i nv miss u lor.. dun like to talk to her, and i normally dun talk to her.. i think frm small i dun like her le, also not close, only close to my father.. but he had already past away for 8 yrs le, see other ppl got father bring them out, i jus feel like crying..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Friday, June 16, 2006
6:20 PM

haha, today fri le, nv go out do project cos no one freee except me so stay at hm rest lor.. wahaha.. tml will be a tired day for me.. 10 to 12 is mentoring meeting, den 2 to 10 is work.. haizz.. still thinking should i quit cos my sales sucks la.. my luck not there and also i dun realy like to talk to customer.. haizz.. headaches ar.. wat should i do???

now i scare of something will happen, i noe it nearly happen cos u say u nearly had a rush on me.. but i will stop it.. i dun wan to repeat e mistake tat i have done last time, it didnt last and it wont last.. is jus a wrong move tat i shouldnt have agreed.. this time round, i cannot le it happen again even thought u nearly had a crush on me.. so pls dun fall in love, not even having a crush.. i HAVE to CONTROL!!!

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Monday, June 12, 2006
12:34 PM

wahaha, finally holiday, can rest le.. but do i have e time to rest, nah.. holiday = working time.. sian.. i hate this job.. i want look for another job.. lets see wat gonna happen to me this week..
monday: rest at hm.
tuesday: working
wednesday: go sch do project
thursday: working
friday: project again
saturday: morning meeting in sch and afternoon working , sob
sunday: working

my life seems very boring ar, only owkr and work or jus sch and sch.. haizz think i shall blog lesser le, since no one looking ma, only me.. read wat i write can be bored too.. wahaha..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Thursday, June 08, 2006
4:29 PM

hmm, now is 4.28.. having english lesson in sch.. lab lesson.. haizz.. feel very bad lei.. at first is i'm e one typing e report but in the end they finish up le.. i did nth.. haiz.. they say ask me check through and edit abit.. so i when to do it during break time and in e end we do for 1hr.. so = to no time for lunch.. wahaha.. so hungry.. so went to buy a bao and eat in e lecture rm in front of e teacher.. today e teacher very fierce, take manual attendance.. so alot got into trouble.. but lucky she nv scold me eating on front of her..hehe.. k la.. go lesson le..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006
6:05 PM

hmm let see wat will happen to me this month.. yesterday 11 meet rf go bishan but he still late and meet ver they all at 11.30 and they also late.. haiyo.. we study till 2.15 cos i go sch at 3.. wahaha.. but actually have to be in sch earlier de cos my grp is doing project.. all appear in lab only me nv go cos i at bishan.. by e time i reach sch they finish the things liao, so i did nothing, sorrie guys.. i promise to type e report within a day and hand in by this fri 5pm(cos this is e deadline) wondering one day can finish ma lei, maybe need to burn midnight oil? hope not.. i very tired wan to slp.. also fri got test, where got time to study.. haizz.. so many things happening.. den today wed morning went out again. not working but went to k box with yl.. actually is meet next monday de but found out tat today my whole block no electricity la, so go this morning den wont have to be at home enduring e torture.. hehe.. den after tat go sch cos got general meeting for mentors.. got my mentor tee also, orange colour de.. wahaha.. and i in e maths grp.. hehe.. this mentor cca i will be at outram sec every sat from 8 to 10.. and after tat i will have to rush back to sch cos of e ndp asher. lucky only 2 sat tat crush.. if not i will be dead.. wahaha.. after the meeting went home liao.. a tired day.. next week holiday le, yeah, but also means tat i will have to work more and more project coming up.. haiz.. got 3 on my hand now haven started any yet.. july got to present.. hehe.. got to get going soon..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

5:55 PM

hello, shall blog more abt my life cos got ppl complain le.. all sch test, she dun understand.. ok.. i will be getting more and more busy cos my cca starting, i also involve in ndp asher, working, studying and all sorts of things la.. this is to keep myself busy so wont have time to think rubbish.. but most importantly is whether my health can take it ma.. i noe my health is getting worse ever since wat i did in sec 5 onwards till now is ard e same.. haizz.. did i take e wrong steps tat time? i hope not.. jus hope it wont get any further ba.. i will try to rest more if i able too.. this means less games for me le..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Monday, June 05, 2006
11:11 PM


wahaha, now is 11+ le and i should be doing my tutorial but in e end i am playing games.. not studying.. maybe in holiday mood le ba, next week.. and now rf ke all having holiday le, soo good.. i still got test on fri.. last day of e term.. sian.. think tml morning den do ba, now go play game first, very long nv play le, cos sch and work make me no free time ar.. sian lor.. today saw joel when i walk to sch alone from mrt.. he was behind me.. den later he walk with me to sch.. so i wasnt alone.. hehe.. tks.. btw, for those dunno him, he is my working fren from levis counter.. but quited bcos he lazy.. haizz.. last time with him ard at isetan so good, cos always got sweet to eat de.. somethingstill give me a few den put inside my jacket.. but at first i dunno wat is he doing cos he jus walk to my side and put it inside my pocket.. later den i noe he put sweet in.. den ppl tot wat he doing cos i was wearing my jacket at tat time.. wahaha.. but anyway, dun anyhow think cos of a misunderstanding we didnt talk for quite sometime but den clear le den ok liao.. actually he not bad la.. e one tat wear black in e pic.. but dun anyhow think ar, i nv like him wor, he is a nice guy.. but maybe like wat kenny say to me.. i'm just trying to hurt myself.. i think i will still do tat cos tat is e only way out..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Friday, June 02, 2006
11:05 PM

jus now went out with yl and jj to west mall.. walk here and there wan to get pants de, but nv get, in e end go arcade play game.. fun.. play till 6 plus.. den go round e shopping centre to find e jollibean cos i wan to eat.. and is just at e entrance.. -_-"" den take mrt back to tp to meet wf hy ke.. talk and talk till i reach hm at 9.15.. wahaha... my mother's dinner become supper le.. hehe..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

10:41 PM

got back my english paper, pass, 11.6/20.. haizz.. not good lei, cos is D grade.. and many many ppl say D grade is consider fail.. wa liao, how can like tat say.. is still pass wat, y must say is fail grade lei.. as if my eng is good like tat, u get a, b or c is ur problem la.. care abt ppl for wat.. at least i got grade rather than a fail.. stupid fool.. i begin to hate poly life.. is suckxx.. reaaly suckxx.. study stress.. and also sad thing sure happen.. why like tat.. i jus hate it!!! i'm tired of this life..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...

Thursday, June 01, 2006
11:05 PM

come and blog again, finally my ICA1 for all subject over le.. and got back 2 sub de marks liao, tml getting back eng, e most worried sub, scare fail.. haizz.. den next week left with ica2 for eng and tats e end for my term le.. very fast.. but must wait for 3 weeks later den can noe whether i pass my microeconomics anot, today do e paper, count here and there, is jus pass but dunno will pass or fail, very dangerous for me, but lucky today wake up at 8 to study, if not i sure dunno anything abt e test de.. den now have to concentrate on my tutorial and my project work liao, got one is pass up next week de.. so need to rush liao..

Will you ever notice me... I have fallen for U...